without you i've been grey; today july 20 made strange house rmx draft 1; & applied for little hcc job
trying to think in that college application personal narrative mindset; trying to not think about you
hard; terrifying seeing those notifications about you; a short fright; fight or flight genuinely
trying to discord and rocket league the pain away; idk if it works that well
it's only been one month; don't know if i even have the energy to music about you; i'm so enclosed
finally finished stickverse remixes ep; first physical release as well; proud to see my project's completion materially
people root for me; though i cant shake this feeling im not "cool" esoteric digital enough; almost like when rappers feel corny
but idk; now im j thinking of the many different ways i could go now that this project's complete
i know i have a bunch of other shit in the works; some projs requiring less fleshing out than others
we'll see how i balance things out now that college started again; been equally fun and anxietyinducing